.. -*- encoding: utf-8 -*- .. meta:: :PG.Id: 42677 :PG.Title: Fires - Book I :PG.Released: 2013-05-09 :PG.Rights: Public Domain :PG.Producer: Al Haines :DC.Creator: Wilfrid Wilson Gibson :DC.Title: Fires - Book I The Stone, and Other Tales :DC.Language: en :DC.Created: 1912 :coverpage: images/img-cover1.jpg ============== FIRES - BOOK I ============== .. clearpage:: .. pgheader:: .. container:: titlepage center white-space-pre-line .. class:: x-large FIRES .. class:: large BOOK I THE STONE, AND OTHER TALES .. vspace:: 2 .. class:: medium BY .. class:: large WILFRID WILSON GIBSON .. vspace:: 3 .. class:: medium LONDON ELKIN MATHEWS, VIGO STREET M CM XII .. vspace:: 4 .. container:: verso center white-space-pre-line .. class:: small *BY THE SAME WRITER* DAILY BREAD (1910) WOMENKIND (1912) .. vspace:: 4 .. container:: dedication center white-space-pre-line .. class:: medium TO GEORGE CLAUSEN A TRIBUTE .. vspace:: 4 .. class:: noindent italics | Snug in my easy chair, | I stirred the fire to flame. | Fantastically fair, | The flickering fancies came. | Born of hearts desire: | Amber woodland streaming; | Topaz islands dreaming; | Sunset-cities gleaming, | Spire on burning spire; | Ruddy-windowed taverns; | Sunshine-spilling wines; | Crystal-lighted caverns | Of Golconda's mines; | Summers, unreturning; | Passion's crater yearning; | Troy, the ever-burning; | Shelley's lustral pyre; | Dragon-eyes, unsleeping; | Witches' cauldrons leaping; | Golden galleys sweeping | Out from sea-walled Tyre: | Fancies, fugitive and fair, | Flashed with singing through the air; | Till, dazzled by the drowsy glare, | I shut my eyes to heat and light; | And saw, in sudden night, | Crouched in the dripping dark, | With steaming shoulders stark, | The man who hews the coal to feed my fire. .. vspace:: 4 .. class:: center large CONTENTS .. vspace:: 1 .. class:: noindent white-space-pre-line `The Stone`_ `The Wife`_ `The Machine`_ `The Lodestar`_ `The Shop`_ `Flannan Isle`_ `The Brothers`_ `The Blind Rower`_ `The Flute`_ .. vspace:: 4 *Thanks are due to the editors of* THE ENGLISH REVIEW, THE POETRY REVIEW *and* THE SPECTATOR *for leave to reprint some of these tales*. .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE STONE`: .. class:: center x-large FIRES .. vspace:: 3 .. class:: center large THE STONE .. vspace:: 1 .. | "And will you cut a stone for him, | To set above his head? | And will you cut a stone for him-- | A stone for him?" she said. | Three days before, a splintered rock | Had struck her lover dead-- | Had struck him in the quarry dead, | Where, careless of the warning call, | He loitered, while the shot was fired-- | A lively stripling, brave and tall, | And sure of all his heart desired... | A flash, a shock, | A rumbling fall... | And, broken 'neath the broken rock, | A lifeless heap, with face of clay, | And still as any stone he lay, | With eyes that saw the end of all. | I went to break the news to her: | And I could hear my own heart beat | With dread of what my lips might say | But, some poor fool had sped before; | And, flinging wide her father's door, | Had blurted out the news to her, | Had struck her lover dead for her, | Had struck the girl's heart dead in her, | Had struck life, lifeless, at a word, | And dropped it at her feet: | Then hurried on his witless way, | Scarce knowing she had heard. | And when I came, she stood, alone | A woman, turned to stone: | And, though no word at all she said, | I knew that all was known. | Because her heart was dead, | She did not sigh nor moan, | His mother wept: | She could not weep. | Her lover slept: | She could not sleep. | Three days, three nights, | She did not stir: | Three days, three nights, | Were one to her, | Who never closed her eyes | From sunset to sunrise, | From dawn to evenfall: | Her tearless, staring eyes, | That, seeing naught, saw all. | The fourth night when I came from work, | I found her at my door. | "And will you cut a stone for him?" | She said: and spoke no more: | But followed me, as I went in, | And sank upon a chair; | And fixed her grey eyes on my face, | With still, unseeing stare. | And, as she waited patiently, | I could not bear to feel | Those still, grey eyes that followed me, | Those eyes that plucked the heart from me, | Those eyes that sucked the breath from me | And curdled the warm blood in me, | Those eyes that cut me to the bone, | And pierced my marrow like cold steel. | And so I rose, and sought a stone; | And cut it, smooth and square: | And, as I worked, she sat and watched, | Beside me, in her chair. | Night after night, by candlelight, | I cut her lover's name: | Night after night, so still and white, | And like a ghost she came; | And sat beside me, in her chair; | And watched with eyes aflame. | She eyed each stroke; | And hardly stirred: | She never spoke | A single word: | And not a sound or murmur broke | The quiet, save the mallet-stroke. | With still eyes ever on my hands, | With eyes that seemed to burn my hands, | My wincing, overwearied hands, | She watched, with bloodless lips apart, | And silent, indrawn breath: | And every stroke my chisel cut, | Death cut still deeper in her heart: | The two of us were chiselling, | Together, I and death. | And when at length the job was done, | And I had laid the mallet by, | As if, at last, her peace were won, | She breathed his name; and, with a sigh, | Passed slowly through the open door: | And never crossed my threshold more. | Next night I laboured late, alone, | To cut her name upon the stone. .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE WIFE`: .. class:: center large THE WIFE .. vspace:: 1 .. | That night, she dreamt that he had died, | As they were sleeping, side by side: | And she awakened in affright, | To think of him, so cold and white: | And, when she turned her eyes to him, | The tears of dream had made them dim; | And, for a while, she could not see | That he was sleeping quietly. | But, as she saw him lying there, | The moonlight on his curly hair, | With happy face and even breath, | Although she thought no more of death; | And it was very good to rest | Her trembling hand on his calm breast, | And feel the warm and breathing life; | And know that she was still his wife; | Yet, in his bosom's easy stir, | She felt a something trouble her; | And wept again, she knew not why; | And thought it would be good to die-- | To sink into the deep, sweet rest, | Her hand upon his quiet breast. | She slept: and when she woke again, | A bird was at the window-pane, | A wild-eyed bird, with wings of white | That fluttered in the cold moonlight, | As though for very fear of night; | And flapped the pane, as if afraid: | Yet, not a sound the white wings made. | Her eyes met those beseeching eyes; | And then she felt she needs must rise, | To let the poor, wild creature in | To find the rest it sought to win. | She rose; and set the casement wide; | And caught the murmur of the tide; | And saw, afar, the mounded graves | About the church beside the waves: | The huddled headstones gleaming white | And ghostly in the cold moonlight. | The bird flew straightway to the bed; | And hovered o'er the husband's head, | And circled thrice above his head, | Three times above his dreaming head: | And, as she watched it, flying round | She wondered that it made no sound; | And, while she wondered, it was gone: | And cold and white, the moonlight shone | Upon her husband, sleeping there; | And turned to silver his gold hair; | And paled like death his ruddy face. | Then, creeping back into her place, | She lay beside him in the bed: | But, if she closed her eyes, with dread | She saw that wild bird's eyes that burned | Through her shut eyelids, though she turned | Her blessings over in her heart, | That peace might come: and with a start, | If she but drowsed, or dreamt of rest, | She felt that wild beak in her breast. | So, wearying for the time to rise, | She watched, till dawn was in the skies. | Her husband woke: but not a word | She told him of the strange, white bird: | But, as at breakfast-time, she took | The pan of porridge from the crook; | And all was ready to begin; | A neighbour gossip hurried in; | And told the news, that Phoebe Wright | Had died in childbirth in the night. | The husband neither spoke, nor stirred, | But sat as one who, having heard, | May never hearken to a word | From any living lips again; | And, heedless of the tongues of men, | Hears, in a silence, dread and deep, | The dead folk talking in their sleep. | His porridge stood till it was cold: | And as he sat, his face grew old; | And all his yellow hair turned white, | As it had looked to her last night, | When it was drenched with cold moonlight. | And she knew all: yet never said | A word to him about the dead; | Or pestered him to take his meat: | But, sitting silent in her seat, | She left him quiet with his heart | To thoughts in which she had no part; | Until he rose to go about | His daily work; and staggered out. | And all that day, her eyes were dim | That she had borne no child to him. | Days passed: and then, one evening late, | As she came by the churchyard-gate, | She saw him, near the new-made grave: | And, with a lifted head and brave, | She hurried home, lest he should know | That she had looked upon his woe. | And when they sat beside the fire, | Although it seemed he could not tire | Of gazing on the glowing coal, | And though a fire was in her soul; | She sat beside him with a smile, | Lest he should look on her, the while, | And wonder what could make her sad | When all the world but him was glad. | But, not a word to her he said: | And silently they went to bed. | She never closed her eyes that night: | And she was stirring, ere the light; | And while her husband lay at rest, | She left his side, and quickly dressed; | And stole downstairs, as though in fear | That he should chance to wake, and hear. | And still the stars were burning bright, | As she passed out into the night; | And all the dewy air was sweet | With flowers that grew about her feet, | Where he, for her, when they were wed, | Had digged and sown a wallflower-bed: | And on the rich, deep, mellow scent | A gust of memories came and went, | As, dreaming of those old glad hours, | She stooped to pluck a bunch of flowers, | To lay upon the flowerless grave | That held his heart beside the wave. | Though, like a troop of ghosts in white, | The headstones watched in cold starlight, | As, by the dead girl's grave she knelt, | No fear in her full heart she felt: | But hurried home, when she had laid | Her offering on the turf, afraid | That he should wake, and find her gone: | And still the stars in heaven shone, | When into bed again she crept, | And lay beside him, while he slept | And when day came, upon his hair, | The warm light fell: and young and fair, | He looked again to her kind eyes | That watched him till 'twas time to rise. | And, every day, as he went by | The churchyard-gate with downcast eye, | He saw fresh blooms upon the grave | That held his heart beside the wave: | And, wondering, he was glad to find | That any living soul was kind | To that dead girl who died the death | Of shame for his sake: and the breath | Of those fresh flowers to him was sweet, | As he trudged home with laggard feet, | Still wondering who could be her friend. | He never knew, until the end, | When, in the churchyard by the wave, | He stood beside another grave: | And, as the priest's last words were said, | He turned, and lifting up his head, | He saw the bunch of flowers was dead | Upon the dead girl's grave; and felt | The truth shoot through his heart, and melt | The frost of icy bitterness, | And flood his heart with warm distress: | And, kneeling by his dead wife's grave, | To her, at last, her hour he gave. | That night, she dreamt he, too, had died, | And they were sleeping, side by side. .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE MACHINE`: .. class:: center large THE MACHINE .. vspace:: 1 .. | Since Thursday he'd been working overtime, | With only three short hours for food and sleep, | When no sleep came, because of the dull beat | Of his fagged brain; and he could scarcely eat. | And now, on Saturday, when he was free, | And all his fellows hurried home to tea, | He was so dazed that he could hardly keep | His hands from going through the pantomime | Of keeping-even sheets in his machine-- | The sleek machine that, day and night, | Fed with paper, virgin white, | Through those glaring, flaring hours | In the incandescent light, | Printed children's picture-books-- | Red and yellow, blue and green, | With sunny fields and running brooks, | Ships at sea, and golden sands, | Queer white towns in Eastern lands, | Tossing palms on coral strands-- | Until at times the clank and whirr and click, | And shimmer of white paper turned him sick; | And though at first the colours made him glad, | They soon were dancing in his brain like mad; | And kept on flaring through his burning head: | Now, in a flash, the workshop, flaming red; | Now blazing green; now staring blue; | And then the yellow glow too well he knew: | Until the sleek machine, with roar and glare, | Began to take him in a dazzling snare; | When, fascinated, with a senseless stare, | It drew him slowly towards it, till his hair | Was caught betwixt the rollers; but his hand, | Almost before his brain could understand, | Had clutched the lever; and the wheels were stopped | Just in the nick of time; though now he dropped, | Half-senseless on the littered workshop floor: | And he'd lain dazed a minute there or more, | When his machine-girl helped him to a seat. | But soon again he was upon his feet, | And tending that unsatisfied machine; | And printing pictures, red and blue and green, | Until again the green and blue and red | Went jigging in a riot through his head; | And, wildest of the raging rout, | The blinding, screeching, racking yellow-- | A crazy devil of a fellow-- | O'er all the others seemed to shout. | For hands must not be idle when the year | Is getting through, and Christmas drawing near, | With piles on piles of picture-books to print | For people who spend money without stint: | And, while they're paying down their liberal gold, | Guess little what is bought, and what is sold. | But he, at last, was free till Monday, free | To sleep, to eat, to dream, to sulk, to walk, | To laugh, to sing, to whistle, or to talk ... | If only, through his brain, unceasingly, | The wheels would not keep whirring, while the smell-- | The oily smell of thick and sticky glaze | Clung to his nostrils, till 'twas hard to tell | If he were really out in the fresh air; | And still before his eyes, the blind, white glare, | And then the colours dancing in his head, | A maddening maze of yellow, blue and red. | So, on he wandered in a kind of daze, | Too racked with sleeplessness to think of bed | Save as a hell, where you must toss and toss, | With colours shooting in insane criss-cross | Before wide, prickling, gritty, sleepless eyes. | But, as he walked along the darkening street, | Too tired to rest, and far too spent to eat, | The swish and patter of the passing feet, | The living, human murmur, and keen cries, | The deep, cool shadows of the coming night, | About quick-kindling jets of clustered light; | And the fresh breathing of the rain-washed air, | Brought something of sweet healing to his mind; | And, though he trailed along as if half-blind, | Yet often on the pavement he would stop | To gaze at goods displayed within a shop; | And wonder, in a dull and lifeless way, | What they had cost, and who'd the price to pay. | But those two kinds of shop which, as a boy, | Had been to him a never-failing joy, | The bookshop and the fruitshop, he passed by, | As if their colours seared his wincing eye; | For still he feared the yellow, blue and red | Would start that devils' dancing in his head. | And soon, through throngs of people, almost gay | To be let loose from work, he pushed his way; | And ripples of their careless laughter stole | Like waves of cooling waters through his soul, | While sometimes he would lift his aching eyes, | And see a child's face, flushed with proud surprise, | As, gripping both its parents' hands quite tight, | It found itself in fairylands of light, | Walking with grown-up people through the night: | Then, turning, with a shudder he would see | Poor painted faces, leering frightfully, | And so drop back from heaven again to hell. | And then, somehow, though how he scarce could tell, | He found that he was walking through the throng, | Quite happy, with a young girl at his side-- | A young girl apple-cheeked and eager-eyed; | And her frank, friendly chatter seemed a song | To him, who ne'er till now had heard life sing. | And youth within him kindled quick and strong, | As he drank in that careless chattering. | And now she told to him how she had come | From some far Northern Isle to earn her bread; | And in a stuffy office all day long, | In shiny ledgers, with a splitting head, | She added dazzling figures till they danced, | And tied themselves in wriggling knots, and pranced, | And scrambled helter-skelter o'er the page: | And, though it seemed already quite an age | Since she had left her home, from end to end | Of this big town she had not any friend: | At times she almost dreaded she'd go dumb, | With not a soul to speak to; for, at home | In her own Island, she knew everyone... | No strangers there! save when the tinkers came, | With pots and pans aglinting in the sun-- | You saw the tin far off, like glancing flame, | As all about the Island they would roam.... | Then, of themselves at home, there were six brothers, | Five sisters, with herself, besides the others-- | Two homeless babes, whom, having lost their mothers, | Her mother'd taken in among her own... | And she in all her life had hardly known | Her mother with no baby at her breast... | She'd always sing to hush them all to sleep; | And sang, too, for the dancing, sang to keep | The feet in time and tune; and still sang best, | Clean best of all the singers of the Isle. | And as she talked of home, he saw her smile, | With happy, far-off gaze; and then as though | In wonder how she'd come to chatter so | To this pale, grave-eyed boy, she paused, half shy; | And then she laughed, with laughter clear and true; | And looked into his eyes; and he laughed too, | And they were happy, hardly knowing why. | And now he told her of his life, and how | He too had been nigh friendless, until now. | And soon he talked to her about his work; | But, when he spoke of it, as with a jerk, | The light dropped from his eyes. He seemed to slip | Once more in the machine's relentless grip; | And hear again the clank and whirr and click; | And see the dancing colours and the glare; | Until his dizzy brain again turned sick: | And seeing him look round with vacant air, | Fierce pity cut her to the very quick; | And as her eyes with keen distress were filled, | She touched his hand; and soon her kind touch stilled | The agony: and so, to bring him ease, | She told more of that Isle in Northern seas, | Where she was born, and of the folks at home: | And how, all night, you heard the wash of foam... | Sometimes, on stormy nights, against the pane | The sousing spray would rattle just like rain; | And oft the high-tides scoured the threshold clean... | And, as she talked, he saw the sea-light glint | In her dark eyes: and then the sleek machine | Lost hold on him at last; and ceased to print: | And in his eyes there sprang a kindred light, | As, hand in hand, they wandered through the night. .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE LODESTAR`: .. class:: center large THE LODESTAR .. vspace:: 1 .. | From hag to hag, o'er miles of quaking moss, | Benighted, in an unknown countryside, | Among gaunt hills, the stars my only guide; | Bewildered by peat-waters, black and deep, | Wherein the mocking stars swam; spent for sleep; | O'er-wearied by long trudging; at a loss | Which way to turn for shelter from the night; | I struggled on, until, my head grown light | From utter weariness, I almost sank | To rest among the tussocks, soft and dank, | Drowsing, half-dazed, and murmuring: it were best | To stray no further: but, to lie at rest, | Beneath the cold, white stars, for evermore: | When, suddenly, I came across | A runnel oozing from the moss; | And knew that, if I followed where it led, | 'Twould bring me to a valley, in the end, | Where there'd be houses, and, perhaps, a bed. | And so, the little runnel was my friend; | And as I walked beside its path, at first | It kept a friendly silence; then it burst | Into a friendly singing, as it rambled, | Among big boulders, down a craggy steep, | 'Mid bracken, nigh breast-deep, | Through which I scrambled, | Half-blind and numb for sleep, | Until it seemed that I could strive no more: | When, startled by a startled sheep, | Looking down, I saw a track-- | A stony trackway, dimly white, | Disappearing in the night, | Across a waste of heather, burnt and black. | And so, I took it, mumbling o'er and o'er, | In witlessness of weariness, | And featherheaded foolishness: | A track must lead, at sometime, to a door. | And, trudging to this senseless tune, | That kept on drumming in my head, | I followed where the pathway led; | But, all too soon, | It left the ling, and nigh was lost | Among the bent that glimmered grey | About my sore-bewildered way: | But when, at length, it crossed | A brawling burn, I saw, afar, | A cottage window light-- | A star, but no cold, heavenly star-- | A warm red star of welcome in the night. | Far off, it burned upon the black hillside, | Sole star of earth in all that waste so wide: | A little human lantern in the night, | Yet, more to me than all the bright | Unfriendly stars of heaven, so cold and white. | And, as it dimly shone, | Though towards it I could only go | With stumbling step and slow, | It quickened in my heart a kindred glow; | And seemed to draw me on | That last rough mile or so, | Now seen, now hidden, when the track | Dipped down into a slack, | And all the earth again was black: | And from the unseen fern, | Grey ghost of all bewildered things, | An owl brushed by me on unrustling wings, | And gave me quite a turn, | And sent a shiver through my hair. | Then, again, more fair | Flashed the friendly light, | Beckoning through the night, | A golden, glowing square, | Growing big and clearer, | As I drew slowly nearer, | With eager, stumbling feet; | And snuffed the homely reek of peat: | And saw, above me, lone and high, | A cottage, dark against the sky-- | A candle shining on the window-sill. | With thankful heart, I climbed the hill; | And stood, at last, before | The dark and unknown door, | Wondering if food and shelter lay behind, | And what the welcome I should find, | Whether kindly, or unkind: | But I had scarcely knocked, to learn my fate, | When the latch lifted, and the door swung wide | On creaking hinges; and I saw, inside, | A frail old woman, very worn and white, | Her body all atremble in the light, | Who gazed with strange, still eyes into the night, | As though she did not see me, but looked straight | Beyond me, to some unforgotten past: | And I was startled when she said at last, | With strange, still voice: "You're welcome, though you're late." | And then, an old man, nodding in a chair, | Beside the fire, awoke with sleepy stare; | And rose in haste; and led her to a seat, | Beside the cosy hearth of glowing peat; | And muttered to me, as he took her hand: | "It's queer, it's queer, that she, to-night, should stand, | Who has not stood alone for fifteen year. | Though I heard nothing, she was quick to hear. | I must have dozed; but she has been awake, | And listening for your footstep since daybreak: | For she was certain you would come to-day; | Aye, she was sure, for all that I could say: | Talk as I might, she would not go to bed, | Till you should come. Your supper has been spread | This long while: you'll be ready for your meat." | With that he beckoned me to take a seat | Before the table, lifting from the crook | The singing kettle; while, with far-off look, | As though she neither saw nor heard, | His wife sat gazing at the glowing peat. | So, wondering sorely, I sat down to eat; | And yet she neither spoke, nor stirred; | But in her high-backed chair sat bolt-upright, | With still grey eyes; and tumbled hair, as white | As fairy-cotton, straggling o'er her brow, | And hung in wisps about her wasted cheek. | But, when I'd finished, and drew near the fire, | She suddenly turned round to speak, | Her old eyes kindling with a tense desire. | Her words came tremblingly: "You'll tell me now | What news you bring of him, my son?" Amazed, | I met that searching and love-famished look: | And then the old man, seeing I was dazed, | Made shift to swing aside the kettle crook; | And muttered in my ear: | "John Netherton, his name:" and as I gazed | Into the peat that broke in clear blue flame, | Remembrance flashed upon me with the name; | And I slipped back in memory twenty year-- | Back to the fo'c'sle of a villainous boat; | And once again in that hot hell I lay, | Watching the smoky lantern duck and sway, | As though in steamy stench it kept afloat... | The fiery fangs of fever at my throat; | And my poor broken arm, ill-set, | A bar of white-hot iron at my side: | And, as I lay, with staring eyes pricked wide, | Throughout eternities of agony, | I saw a big, black shadow stoop o'er me; | And felt a cool hand touch my brow, and wet | My cracking lips: and sank in healing sleep: | And when I rose from that unfathomed deep, | I saw the youngest of that rascal crew | Beside my bunk; and heard his name; and knew | 'Twas he who'd brought me ease: but, soon, ashore, | We parted; and I never saw him more; | Though, some while after, in another place, | I heard he'd perished in a drunken brawl... | And now the old man touched me, to recall | My wandering thoughts; and breathed again the name | And I looked up into the mother's face | That burned before me with grey eyes aflame. | And so I told her how I'd met her son; | And of the kindly things that he had done. | And as I spoke her quivering spirit drank | The news that it had thirsted for so long; | And for a flashing moment gay and strong | Life flamed in her old eyes, then slowly sank. | "And he was happy when you saw him last?" | She asked: and I was glad to answer, "Yes." | Then all sat dreaming without stir or sound, | As gradually she sank into the past, | With eyes that looked beyond all happiness, | Beyond all earthly trouble and distress, | Into some other world than ours. The thread | That long had held the straining life earthbound | Was loosed at last: her eyes grew dark: her head | Drooped slowly on her breast; and she was dead. | The old man at her side spoke not a word, | As we arose, and bore her to the bed; | And laid her on the clean, white quilt at rest | With calm hands folded on her quiet breast. | And, hour by hour, he hardly even stirred, | Crouching beside me in the ingle-seat; | And staring, staring at the still red glow: | But, only when the fire was burning low, | He rose to bring fresh peat; | And muttered with dull voice and slow: | "This fire has ne'er burned out through all these years-- | Not since the hearthstone first was set-- | And that is nigh two hundred year ago. | My father's father built this house; and I... | I thought my son..." and then he gave a sigh; | And as he stooped, his wizened cheek was wet | With slowly-trickling tears. | And now he hearkened, while an owl's keen cry | Sang through the silence, as it fluttered nigh | The cottage-window, dazzled by the light, | Then back, with fainter hootings, into night. | But, when the fresh peats broke into a blaze, | He watched it with a steady, dry-eyed gaze; | And spoke once more: "And he, dead, too! | You did not tell her; but I knew ... I knew!" | And now came all the tale of their distress: | Their only son, in wanton waywardness, | Had left them, nearly thirty year ago; | And they had never had a word from him | In all that time... the reckless blow | Of his unkindness struck his mother low... | Her hair, as ruddy as the fern | In late September by a moorland burn, | Had shrivelled rimy-white | In one short summer's night: | And they had looked, and looked for his return... | His mother set for him at every meal, | And kept his bed well-aired ... the knife and fork | I'd used were John's ... but, as all hope grew dim, | She sickened, dwindling feebler every day: | Though, when it seemed that she must pass away, | She grew more confident that, ere she passed, | A stranger would bring news to her, at last, | Of her lost son. "And when I woke in bed | Beside her, as the dawn was burning red, | She turned to me, with sleepless eyes, and said: | 'The news will come, to-day.'" | He spoke no more: and silent in my seat, | With burning eyes upon the burning peat, | I pondered on this strangest of strange things | That had befallen in my vagrant life: | And how, at last, my idle wanderings | Had brought me to this old man and his wife. | And as I brooded o'er the blaze, | I thought with awe of that steadfast desire | Which, unto me unknown, | Had drawn me through long years, by such strange ways, | From that dark fo'c'sle to this cottage-fire. | And now, at last, quite spent, I dropped asleep: | And slumbered long and deep: | And when I waked, the peats were smouldering white | Upon the white hearthstone: | And over heath and bent dawn kindled bright | Beyond dark ridges in a rosy fleece: | While from the little window morning light | Fell on her face, made holy with the peace | That passeth understanding; and was shed | In tender beams upon the low-bowed head | Of that old man, forlorn beside the bed. .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE SHOP`: .. class:: center large THE SHOP .. vspace:: 1 .. | Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, went the bell, | As I pushed in; and, once again, the smell | Of groceries, and news-sheets freshly-printed, | That always greeted me when I looked in | To buy my evening-paper: but, to-night, | I wondered not to see the well-known face, | With kind, brown eyes, and ever-friendly smile, | Behind the counter; and to find the place | Deserted at this hour, and not a light | In either window. Waiting there, a while, | Though wondering at what change these changes hinted, | I yet was grateful for the quiet gloom-- | Lit only by a gleam from the back-room, | And, here and there, a glint of glass and tin-- | So pleasant, after all the flare and din | And hubbub of the foundry: and my eyes, | Still tingling from the smoke, were glad to rest | Upon the ordered shelves, so neatly dressed | That, even in the dusk, they seemed to tell | No little of the hand that kept them clean, | And of the head that sorted things so well | That naught of waste or worry could be seen, | And kept all sweet with ever-fresh supplies. | And, as I thought upon her quiet way, | Wondering what could have got her, that she'd left | The shop, unlit, untended, and bereft | Of her kind presence, overhead I heard | A tiptoe creak, as though somebody stirred, | With careful step, across the upper floor: | Then all was silent, till the back-room door | Swung open; and her husband hurried in. | He feared he'd kept me, waiting in the dark; | And he was sorry: but his wife who served | The customers at night-time usually-- | While he made up the ledger after tea, | Was busy, when I ... Well, to tell the truth, | They were in trouble, for their little son | Had come in ill from school ... the doctor said | Pneumonia ... they'd been putting him to bed: | Perhaps, I'd heard them, moving overhead, | For boards would creak, and creak, for all your care. | They hoped the best; for he was young; and youth | Could come through much; and all that could be done | Would be ... then he stood, listening, quite unnerved, | As though he heard a footstep on the stair, | Though I heard nothing: but at my remark | About the fog and sleet, he turned, | And answered quickly, as there burned | In his brown eyes an eager flame: | The raw and damp were much to blame: | If but his son might breathe West-country air! | A certain Cornish village he could name | Was just the place; if they could send him there, | And only for a week, he'd come back stronger... | And then, again, he listened: and I took | My paper, and went, afraid to keep him longer; | And left him standing with that haggard look. | Next night, as I pushed in, there was no tinkle: | And, glancing up, I saw the bell was gone; | Although, in either window, the gas shone; | And I was greeted by a cheery twinkle | Of burnished tins and bottles from the shelves: | And now, I saw the father busy there | Behind the counter, cutting with a string | A bar of soap up for a customer, | With weary eyes, and jerky, harassed air, | As if his mind were hardly on the task: | And when 'twas done, and parcelled up for her, | And she had gone; he turned to me, and said: | He thought that folks might cut their soap themselves. | 'Twas nothing much ... but any little thing, | At such a time ... And, having little doubt | The boy was worse, I did not like to ask; | So picked my paper up, and hurried out. | And, all next day, amid the glare and clang | And clatter of the workshop, his words rang; | And kept on ringing, in my head a-ring; | But any little thing ... at such a time... | And kept on chiming to the anvils' chime: | But any little thing ... at such a time... | And they were hissed and sputtered in the sizzle | Of water on hot iron: little thing... | At such a time: and, when I left, at last, | The smoke and steam; and walked through the cold drizzle, | The lumbering of the 'buses as they passed | Seemed full of it; and to the passing feet, | The words kept patter, patter, with dull beat. | I almost feared to turn into their street, | Lest I should find the blinds down in the shop: | And, more than once, I'd half-a-mind to stop, | And buy my paper from the yelling boys, | Who darted all about with such a noise | That I half-wondered, in a foolish way, | How they could shriek so, knowing that the sound | Must worry children, lying ill in bed... | Then, thinking even they must earn their bread, | As I earned mine, and scarce as noisily! | I wandered on; and very soon I found | I'd followed where my thoughts had been all day. | And stood before the shop, relieved to see | The gases burning, and no window-blind | Of blank foreboding. With an easier mind, | I entered slowly; and was glad to find | The father by the counter, 'waiting me, | With paper ready and a cheery face. | Yes! yes! the boy was better ... took the turn, | Last night, just after I had left the place. | He feared that he'd been short and cross last night. | But, when a little child was suffering, | It worried you ... and any little thing, | At such a moment, made you cut up rough: | Though, now that he was going on all right... | Well, he'd have patience, now, to be polite! | And, soon as ever he was well enough, | The boy should go to Cornwall for a change-- | Should go to his own home; for he, himself, | Was Cornish, born and bred, his wife as well: | And still his parents lived in the old place-- | A little place, as snug as snug could be... | Where apple-blossom dipped into the sea... | Perhaps, to strangers' ears, that sounded strange-- | But not to any Cornishman who knew | How sea and land ran up into each other; | And how, all round each wide, blue estuary, | The flowers were blooming to the waters' edge: | You'd come on blue-bells like a sea of blue... | But they would not be out for some while yet... | 'Twould be primroses, blowing everywhere, | Primroses, and primroses, and primroses... | You'd never half-know what primroses were, | Unless you'd seen them growing in the West; | But, having seen, would never more forget. | Why, every bank, and every lane and hedge | Was just one blaze of yellow; and the smell, | When the sun shone upon them, after wet... | And his eyes sparkled, as he turned to sell | A penny loaf and half-an-ounce of tea | To a poor child, who waited patiently, | With hacking cough that tore her hollow chest: | And, as she went out, clutching tight the change, | He muttered to himself: It's strange, it's strange | That little ones should suffer so.... The light | Had left his eyes: but, when he turned to me, | I saw a flame leap in them, hot and bright. | I'd like to take them all, he said, to-night! | And, in the workshop, all through the next day, | The anvils had another tune to play... | Primroses, and primroses, and primroses: | The bellows puffing out: It's strange, it's strange | That little ones should suffer so... | And now, my hammer, at a blow: | I'd like to take them all, to-night! | And, in the clouds of steam, and white-hot glow, | I seemed to see primroses everywhere, | Primroses, and primroses, and primroses. | And, each night after that, I heard the boy | Was mending quickly; and would soon be well: | Till one night I was startled by the bell: | Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, loud and clear; | And tried to hush it, lest the lad should hear. | But, when the father saw me clutch the thing, | He said, the boy had missed it yesterday; | And wondered why he could not hear it ring; | And wanted it; and had to have his way. | And then, with brown eyes burning with deep joy, | He told me, that his son was going West-- | Was going home ... the doctor thought, next week, | He'd be quite well enough: the way was long; | But trains were quick; and he would soon be there | And on the journey he'd have every care, | His mother being with him ... it was best, | That she should go: for he would find it strange, | The little chap, at first ... she needed change... | And, when they'd had a whiff of Western air! | 'Twould cost a deal; and there was naught to spare | But, what was money, if you hadn't health: | And, what more could you buy, if you'd the wealth... | Yes! 'twould be lonely for himself, and rough; | Though, on the whole, he'd manage well enough: | He'd have a lot to do: and there was naught | Like work to keep folk cheerful: when the hand | Was busy, you had little time for thought; | And thinking was the mischief ... and 'twas grand | To know that they'd be happy. Then the bell | Went tinkle-tinkle; and he turned to sell. | One night he greeted me with face that shone, | Although the eyes were wistful; they were gone-- | Had gone this morning, he was glad to say: | And, though 'twas sore work, setting them away, | Still, 'twas the best for them ... and they would be | Already in the cottage by the sea... | He spoke no more of them; but turned his head; | And said he wondered if the price of bread... | And, as I went again into the night, | I saw his eyes were glistening in the light. | And, two nights after that, he'd got a letter: | And all was well: the boy was keeping better; | And was as happy as a child could be, | All day with the primroses and the sea, | And pigs! Of all the wonders of the West, | His mother wrote, he liked the pigs the best. | And now the father laughed until the tears | Were in his eyes, and chuckled: Aye! he knew! | Had he not been a boy there once, himself? | He'd liked pigs, too, when he was his son's years. | And then, he reached a half-loaf from the shelf; | And twisted up a farthing's worth of tea, | And farthing's worth of sugar, for the child, | The same poor child who waited patiently, | Still shaken by a hacking, racking cough. | And, all next day, the anvils rang with jigs: | The bellows roared and rumbled with loud laughter, | Until it seemed the workshop had gone wild, | And it would echo, echo, ever after | The tune the hammers tinkled on and off, | A silly tune of primroses and pigs... | Of all the wonders of the West | He liked the pigs, he liked the pigs the best! | Next night, as I went in, I caught | A strange, fresh smell. The postman had just brought | A precious box from Cornwall, and the shop | Was lit with primroses, that lay atop | A Cornish pasty, and a pot of cream: | And, as, with gentle hands, the father lifted | The flowers his little son had plucked for him, | He stood a moment in a far-off dream, | As though in glad remembrances he drifted | On Western seas: and, as his eyes grew dim, | He stooped, and buried them in deep, sweet bloom | Till, hearing, once again, the poor child's cough, | He served her hurriedly, and sent her off, | Quite happily, with thin hands filled with flowers. | And, as I followed to the street, the gloom | Was starred with primroses; and many hours | The strange, shy flickering surprise | Of that child's keen, enchanted eyes | Lit up my heart, and brightened my dull room. | Then, many nights the foundry kept me late | With overtime; and I was much too tired | To go round by the shop; but made for bed | As straight as I could go: until one night | We'd left off earlier, though 'twas after eight, | I thought I'd like some news about the boy. | I found the shop untended; and the bell | Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkled all in vain. | And then I saw, through the half-curtained pane, | The back-room was a very blaze of joy: | And knew the mother and son had come safe back. | And, as I slipped away, now all was well, | I heard the boy shriek out, in shrill delight: | "And, father, all the little pigs were black!" .. vspace:: 4 .. _`FLANNAN ISLE`: .. class:: center large FLANNAN ISLE .. vspace:: 1 .. | "Though three men dwell on Flannan Isle | To keep the lamp alight, | As we steered under the lee, we caught | No glimmer through the night." | A passing ship at dawn had brought | The news; and quickly we set sail, | To find out what strange thing might ail | The keepers of the deep-sea light. | The Winter day broke blue and bright, | With glancing sun and glancing spray, | As o'er the swell our boat made way, | As gallant as a gull in flight. | But, as we neared the lonely Isle; | And looked up at the naked height; | And saw the lighthouse towering white, | With blinded lantern, that all night | Had never shot a spark | Of comfort through the dark, | So ghostly in the cold sunlight | It seemed, that we were struck the while | With wonder all too dread for words. | And, as into the tiny creek | We stole beneath the hanging crag, | We saw three queer, black, ugly birds-- | Too big, by far, in my belief, | For guillemot or shag-- | Like seamen sitting bolt-upright | Upon a half-tide reef: | But, as we neared, they plunged from sight, | Without a sound, or spurt of white. | And still too mazed to speak, | We landed; and made fast the boat; | And climbed the track in single file, | Each wishing he was safe afloat, | On any sea, however far, | So it be far from Flannan Isle: | And still we seemed to climb, and climb, | As though we'd lost all count of time, | And so must climb for evermore. | Yet, all too soon, we reached the door-- | The black, sun-blistered lighthouse-door, | That gaped for us ajar. | As, on the threshold, for a spell, | We paused, we seemed to breathe the smell | Of limewash and of tar, | Familiar as our daily breath, | As though 'twere some strange scent of death | And so, yet wondering, side by side, | We stood a moment, still tongue-tied: | And each with black foreboding eyed | The door, ere we should fling it wide, | To leave the sunlight for the gloom: | Till, plucking courage up, at last, | Hard on each other's heels we passed, | Into the living-room. | Yet, as we crowded through the door, | We only saw a table, spread | For dinner, meat and cheese and bread; | But, all untouched; and no one there: | As though, when they sat down to eat, | Ere they could even taste, | Alarm had come; and they in haste | Had risen and left the bread and meat: | For at the table-head a chair | Lay tumbled on the floor. | We listened; but we only heard | The feeble cheeping of a bird | That starved upon its perch: | And, listening still, without a word, | We set about our hopeless search. | We hunted high, we hunted low; | And soon ransacked the empty house; | Then o'er the Island, to and fro, | We ranged, to listen and to look | In every cranny, cleft or nook | That might have hid a bird or mouse: | But, though we searched from shore to shore, | We found no sign in any place: | And soon again stood face to face | Before the gaping door: | And stole into the room once more | As frightened children steal. | Aye: though we hunted high and low, | And hunted everywhere, | Of the three men's fate we found no trace | Of any kind in any place, | But a door ajar, and an untouched meal, | And an overtoppled chair. | And, as we listened in the gloom | Of that forsaken living-room--- | A chill clutch on our breath-- | We thought how ill-chance came to all | Who kept the Flannan Light: | And how the rock had been the death | Of many a likely lad: | How six had come to a sudden end, | And three had gone stark mad: | And one whom we'd all known as friend | Had leapt from the lantern one still night, | And fallen dead by the lighthouse wall: | And long we thought | On the three we sought, | And of what might yet befall. | Like curs, a glance has brought to heel, | We listened, flinching there: | And looked, and looked, on the untouched meal, | And the overtoppled chair. | We seemed to stand for an endless while, | Though still no word was said, | Three men alive on Flannan Isle, | Who thought, on three men dead. .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE BROTHERS`: .. class:: center large THE BROTHERS .. vspace:: 1 .. | All morning they had quarrelled, as they worked, | A little off their fellows, in the pit: | Dick growled at Robert; Robert said Dick shirked: | And when the roof, dropt more than they had reckoned, | Began to crack and split, | Though both rushed like a shot to set | The pit-props in their places, | Each said the other was to blame, | When, all secure, with flushed and grimy faces, | They faced each other for a second. | All morning they had quarrelled: yet, | Neither had breathed her name. | Again they turned to work: | And in the dusty murk | Of that black gallery | Which ran out three miles underneath the sea, | There was no sound at all, | Save whispering creak of roof and wall. | And crack of coal, and tap of pick, | And now and then a rattling fall: | While Robert worked on steadily, but Dick | In fits and starts, with teeth clenched tight, | And dark eyes flashing in his lamp's dull light. | And when he paused, nigh spent, to wipe the sweat | From off his dripping brow: and Robert turned | To fling some idle jibe at him, the spark | Of anger, smouldering in him, flared and burned-- | Though all his body quivered, wringing-wet-- | Till that black hole | To him blazed red, | As if the very coal | Had kindled underfoot and overhead: | Then, gripping tight his pick, | He rushed upon his brother: | But Robert, turning quick, | Leapt up, and now they faced each other. | They faced each other: Dick with arm upraised, | In act to strike, and murder in his eyes.... | When, suddenly, with noise of thunder, | The earth shook round them, rumbling o'er and under; | And Dick saw Robert, lying at his feet: | As, close behind, the gallery crashed in: | And almost at his heel, earth gaped asunder. | By black disaster dazed, | His wrath died; and he dropped the pick; | And staggered, dizzily and terror-sick. | But, when the dust and din | Had settled to a stillness, dread as death: | And he once more could draw his breath; | He gave a little joyful shout | To find the lamps had not gone out. | And on his knees he fell | Beside his brother, buried in black dust: | And, full of tense misgiving, | He lifted him, and thrust | A knee beneath his head; and cleared | The dust from mouth and nose: but could not tell | Awhile if he were dead or living. | Too fearful to know what he feared, | He fumbled at the open shirt, | And felt till he could feel the heart, | Still beating with a feeble beat: | And then he saw the closed lids part, | And saw the nostrils quiver; | And knew his brother lived, though sorely hurt. | Again he staggered to his feet, | And fetched his water-can, and wet | The ashy lips, and bathed the brow, | Until his brother sat up with a shiver, | And gazed before him with a senseless stare | And dull eyes strangely set. | Too well Dick knew that now | They must not linger there, | Cut off from all their mates, to be o'ertaken | In less than no time by the deadly damp, | So, picking up his lamp, | He made his brother rise; | Then took him by the arm, | And shook him, till he'd shaken | An inkling of the danger and alarm | Into those dull, still eyes: | Then dragged him, and half-carried him, in haste, | To reach the airway, where 'twould still be sweet | When all the gallery was foul with gas: | But, soon as they had reached it, they were faced | By a big fall of roof they could not pass; | And found themselves cut off from all retreat, | On every hand, by that black shining wall; | With naught to do but sit and wait | Till rescue came, if rescue came at all, | And did not come too late. | And, in the fresher airway, light came back | To Robert's eyes, although he never spoke: | And not a sound the deathly quiet broke, | As they sat staring at that wall of black-- | As, in the glimmer of the dusky lamp, | They sat and wondered, wondered if the damp-- | The stealthy after-damp that creeping, creeping, | Takes strong lads by the throat, and drops them sleeping, | To wake no more for any woman's weeping-- | Would steal upon them, ere the rescue came.... | And if the rescuers would find them sitting, | Would find them sitting cold.... | Then, as they sat and wondered, like a flame | One thought burned up both hearts: | Still, neither breathed her name. | And now their thoughts dropped back into the pit, | And through the league-long gallery went flitting | With speed no fall could hold: | They wondered how their mates had fared: | If they'd been struck stone-dead, | Or if they shared | Like fate with them, or reached the shaft, | Unhurt, and only scared, | Before disaster overtook them: | And then, although their courage ne'er forsook them, | They wondered once again if they must sit | Awaiting death ... but knowing well | That even for a while to dwell | On such like thoughts will drive a strong man daft: | They shook themselves until their thoughts ran free | Along the drift, and clambered in the cage; | And in a trice were shooting up the shaft: | But when their thoughts had come to the pithead, | And found the fearful people gathered there, | Beneath the noonday sun, | Bright-eyed with terror, blinded by despair, | Dick rose, and with his chalk wrote on the wall, | This message for their folk: | "We can't get any further, 12, noonday"-- | And signed both names; and, when he'd done, | Though neither of them spoke, | They both seemed easier in a way, | Now that they'd left a word, | Though nothing but a scrawl. | And silent still they sat, | And never stirred: | And Dick's thoughts dwelt on this and that: | How, far above their heads, upon the sea | The sun was shining merrily, | And in its golden glancing | The windy waves were dancing: | And how he'd slipt that morning on his way: | And how on Friday, when he drew his pay, | He'd buy a blanket for his whippet, Nell; | He felt dead certain she would win the race, | On Saturday ... though you could never tell, | There were such odds against her ... but his face | Lit up as though, even now, he saw her run, | A little slip of lightning, in the sun: | While Robert's thoughts were ever on the match | His team was booked to play on Saturday; | He placed the field, and settled who should play | The centre-forward; for he had a doubt | Will Burn was scarcely up to form, although... | Just then, the lamp went slowly out. | Still, neither stirred, | Nor spoke a word; | Though either's breath came quickly, with a catch. | And now again one thought | Set both their hearts afire | In one fierce flame | Of quick desire: | Though neither breathed her name. | Then Dick stretched out his hand; and caught | His brother's arm; and whispered in his ear: | "Bob, lad, there's naught to fear ... | And, when we're out, lad, you and she shall wed." | Bob gripped Dick's hand; and then no more was said, | As, slowly, all about them rose | The deadly after-damp; but close | They sat together, hand in hand. | Then their minds wandered; and Dick seemed to stand | And shout till he was hoarse | To speed his winning whippet down the course ... | And Robert, with the ball | Secure within his oxter charged ahead | Straight for the goal, and none could hold, | Though many tried a fall. | Then dreaming they were lucky boys in bed, | Once more, and lying snugly by each other: | Dick, with his arms clasped tight about his brother, | Whispered with failing breath | Into the ear of death: | "Come, Robert, cuddle closer, lad, it's cold." .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE BLIND ROWER`: .. class:: center large THE BLIND ROWER .. vspace:: 1 .. | And since he rowed his father home, | His hand has never touched an oar. | All day, he wanders on the shore, | And hearkens to the swishing foam. | Though blind from birth, he still could row | As well as any lad with sight; | And knew strange things that none may know | Save those who live without the light. | When they put out that Summer eve | To sink the lobster-pots at sea, | The sun was crimson in the sky; | And not a breath was in the sky, | The brooding, thunder-laden sky, | That, heavily and wearily, | Weighed down upon the waveless sea | That scarcely seemed to heave. | The pots were safely sunk; and then | The father gave the word for home: | He took the tiller in his hand, | And, in his heart already home, | He brought her nose round towards the land, | To steer her straight for home. | He never spoke, | Nor stirred again: | A sudden stroke, | And he lay dead, | With staring eyes, and lips of lead. | The son rowed on, and nothing feared: | And sometimes, merrily, | He lifted up his voice, and sang, | Both high and low, | And loud and sweet: | For he was ever gay at sea, | And ever glad to row, | And rowed as only blind men row: | And little did the blind lad know | That death was at his feet: | For still he thought his father steered; | Nor knew that he was all alone | With death upon the open sea. | So merrily, he rowed, and sang; | And, strangely on the silence rang | That lonely melody, | As, through the livid, brooding gloom, | By rock and reef, he rowed for home-- | The blind man rowed the dead man home. | But, as they neared the shore, | He rested on his oar: | And, wondering that his father kept | So very quiet in the stern; | He laughed, and asked him if he slept; | And vowed he heard him snore just now. | Though, when his father spoke no word, | A sudden fear upon him came: | And, crying on his father's name, | With flinching heart, he heard | The water lapping on the shore; | And all his blood ran cold, to feel | The shingle grate beneath the keel: | And stretching over towards the stern, | His knuckle touched the dead man's brow. | But, help was near at hand; | And safe he came to land: | Though none has ever known | How he rowed in, alone, | And never touched a reef. | Some say they saw the dead man steer-- | The dead man steer the blind man home-- | Though, when they found him dead, | His hand was cold as lead. | So, ever restless, to and fro, | In every sort of weather, | The blind lad wanders on the shore, | And hearkens to the foam. | His hand has never touched an oar, | Since they came home together-- | The blind, who rowed his father home-- | The dead, who steered his blind son home. .. vspace:: 4 .. _`THE FLUTE`: .. class:: center large THE FLUTE .. vspace:: 1 .. | "Good-night!" he sang out cheerily: | "Good-night!" and yet again: "Good-night!" | And I was gay that night to be | Once more in my clean countryside, | Among the windy hills and wide. | Six days of city slush and mud, | Of hooting horn, and spattering wheel, | Made me rejoice again to feel | The tingling frost that fires the blood, | And sets life burning keen and bright; | And down the ringing road to stride | The eager swinging stride that braces | The straining thews from hip to heel: | To breathe again the wind that sweeps | Across the grassy, Northern steeps, | From crystal deeps and starry spaces. | And I was glad again to hear | The old man's greeting of good cheer: | For every night for many a year | At that same corner we had met, | Summer and Winter, dry and wet: | And though I never once had heard | The old man speak another word, | His cheery greeting at the bend | Seemed like the welcome of a friend. | But, as we neared to-night, somehow, | I felt that he would stop and speak: | Though he went by: and when I turned, | I saw him standing in the road, | And looking back, with hand to brow, | As if to shade old eyes, grown weak | Awaiting the long sleep they'd earned: | Though, as again towards him I strode, | A friendly light within them burned. | And then, as I drew nigh, he spoke | With shaking head, and voice that broke: | "I've missed you these last nights," he said | "And I have not so many now | That I can miss friends easily... | Aye: friends grow scarce, as you grow old: | And roads are rough: and winds are cold: | And when you feel you're losing hold, | Life does not go too merrily." | And then he stood with nodding head, | And spoke no more. And so I told | How I had been, six days and nights, | Exiled from pleasant sounds and sights. | And now, as though my voice had stirred | His heart to speech, he told right out, | With quickening eye and quavering word, | The things I care to hear about, | The little things that make up life: | How he'd been lonesome, since his wife | Had died, some thirty year ago: | And how he trudged three mile or so | To reach the farmstead where he worked, | And three mile back to his own door... | For he dwelt outby on the moor: | And every day the distance irked | More sorely still his poor, old bones; | And all the road seemed strewn with stones | To trip you up, when you were old-- | When you were old, and friends were few: | How, since the farmstead had been sold, | The master and the men were new, | All save himself; and they were young; | And Mistress had a raspy tongue: | So, often, he would hardly speak | A friendly word from week to week | With any soul. Old friends had died, | Or else had quit the countryside: | And, since his wife was taken, he | Had lived alone, this thirty year: | And there were few who cared to hear | An old man's jabber ... and too long | He'd kept me, standing in the cold, | With his long tongue, and such a song | About himself! And I would be... | I put my arm through his; and turned | To go upon his way with him: | And once again that warm light burned | In those old eyes, so weak and dim: | While, with thin, piping voice, he told | How much it meant to him each night | To change a kindly word with me: | To think that he'd at least one friend | Who'd maybe miss him, in the end. | Then, as we walked, he said no more: | And, silent, in the starry light, | Across the wide, sweet-smelling bent, | Between the grass and stars we went | In quiet, friendly company: | And, all the way, we only heard | A chirrup where some partridge stirred, | And ran before us through the grass, | To hide his head till we should pass. | At length, we reached the cottage-door: | But, when I stopped, and turned to go, | His words came falteringly and slow: | If I would step inside, and rest, | I'd be right welcome: not a guest | Had crossed his threshold, thirty year... | He'd naught but bread and cheese and beer | To offer me ... but, I'd know best... | He spoke with hand upon the latch; | And, when I answered, opened wide | The cottage-door; and stepped inside; | And, as I followed, struck a match, | And lit a tallow-dip: and stirred | The banked-up peats into a glow: | And then with shuffling step and slow | He moved about: and soon had set | Two mugs of beer, and bread and cheese: | And while we made a meal off these, | The old man never spoke a word; | But, brooding in the ingle-seat, | With eyes upon the kindling peat, | He seemed awhile to quite forget | He was not sitting by himself | To-night, like any other night; | When, as, in the dim candle-light, | I glanced around me, with surprise | I saw, upon the rafter-shelf, | A flute, nigh hidden in the shade. | And when I asked him if he played, | The light came back into his eyes: | Aye, aye, he sometimes piped a bit, | But not so often since she died. | And then, as though old memories lit | His poor, old heart, and made it glad, | He told how he, when quite a lad, | Had taught himself: and they would play | On penny whistles all the day-- | He and the miller's son, beside | The millpool, chirping all they knew, | Till they could whistle clean and true: | And how, when old enough to earn, | They both saved up to buy a flute; | And they had played it, turn for turn: | But, Jake was dead, this long while back... | Ah! if I'd only heard him toot, | I'd know what music meant. Aye, aye... | He'd play me something, by-and-bye; | Though he was naught to Jake ... and now | His breath was scant, and fingering slack... | He used to play to her at night | The melodies that she liked best, | While she worked on: she'd never rest | By daylight, or by candle-light... | And then, with hand upon his brow, | He brooded, quiet in his chair, | With eyes upon the red peat-glare; | Until, at length, he roused himself, | And reached the flute down from the shelf; | And, carrying it outside the door, | I saw him take a can, and pour | Fresh water through the instrument, | To make it sweet of tone, he said. | Then, in his seat, so old and bent, | With kindling eyes, and swaying head, | He played the airs he used to play | To please his wife, before she died: | And as I watched his body sway | In time and tune, from side to side, | So happy, playing, and to please | With old familiar melodies, | His eyes grew brighter and more bright, | As though they saw some well-loved sight: | And, following his happy gaze, | I turned, and saw, without amaze, | A woman standing, young and fair, | With hazel eyes, and thick brown hair | Brushed smoothly backward from the brow, | Beside the table that but now, | Save for the empty mugs, was bare. | Upon it she had spread a sheet: | And stood there, ironing a shirt, | Her husband's, as he played to her | Her favourite tunes, so old and sweet. | I watched her move with soundless stir; | Then stand with listening eyes, and hold | The iron near her glowing cheek, | Lest it, too hot, should do some hurt, | And she, so careful not to burn | The well-darned shirt, so worn and old. | Then, something seemed to make me turn | To look on the old man again: | And, as I looked, the playing stopped; | And now I saw that he had dropped | Into his brooding mood once more, | With eyes again grown dull and weak. | He seemed the oldest of old men | Who grope through life with sight worn dim | And, even as I looked at him, | Too full of tender awe to speak, | I knew once more the board was bare, | With no young woman standing there | With hazel eyes and thick, brown hair; | And I, in vain, for her should seek, | If I but sought this side death's door. | And so, at last, I rose, and took | His hand: and as he clasped mine tight, | I saw again that friendly look | Fill his old weary eyes with light, | And wish me, without words, good-night | And in my heart, that look glowed bright | Till I reached home across the moor. | And, at the corner of the lane, | Next night, I heard the old voice cry | In greeting, as I struggled by, | Head-down against the wind and rain. | And so each night, until one day, | His master chanced across my way: | But, when I spoke of him, he said: | Did I not know the man was dead, | And had been dead a week or so? | One morn he'd not turned up to work; | And never having known him shirk; | And hearing that he lived alone; | He thought it best himself to go | And see what ailed: and coming there, | He found the old man in his chair, | Stone-dead beside the cold hearthstone. | It must be full a week, or more... | Aye, just two weeks, come Saturday, | He'd found him; but he must have died | O'ernight--(the night I heard him play!) | And they had found, dropt by his side, | A broken flute upon the floor. | Yet, every night, his greeting still | At that same corner of the hill, | Summer and Winter, wet or dry, | 'Neath cloud, or moon, or cold starlight, | Is waiting there to welcome me: | And ever as I hurry by, | The old voice sings out cheerily: | "Good-night!" and yet again, "Good-night!" | 1910-1911. .. vspace:: 4 .. class:: center small white-space-pre-line LONDON: PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED. 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